How to make Communion wafers:
          
                                                                                1. Mix a paste of flour and water
                                                                                2. Press with a hot iron to emboss the Cross

          
          

first the wrists get thin
wafer thin
translucent so
light shines through
          potato chips
          waxed paper
          linen handkerchief
          grape leaves in the sun
one wrist laid atop the other
a humble prayer
secret religiosity
practiced anywhere
          waiting on a bench
          at the typewriter
          on the edge of the bed after making love
eyes open or closed
doesn’t matter where, how
          
that is first
          
          

then after the wrists get thin and the waxed paper and making love
the lone door closes slowly
so slowly every millisecond of the creak
is heard with peculiar singularity
and the entire aural event
radical as hell
is transposed
into a riot-causing symphony
Stravinsky on opening night
four long movements that
sound like a door creaking
avant-garde, all the rage
          
that is second
          
          

then after the lone door closes slowly and the creak and Stravinsky
the circumference of the last window
(as on a fishing boat or cruise ship)
begins to shrink
from a telescopic view of the ocean
to a peephole on an apartment door
          pencil eraser
          bobby pin
          bullet
until there is only a pinpoint
of anything other than darkness
yet it is not light that is left inside
it is the paste of Communion wafers
          
that is third
          
          

then after the circumference of the last window shrinks and the pinpoint and wafer paste
the world closes
because man cannot live on paste alone
light is needed
          an intermittent sunbeam or prism
          a window the diameter of a straw
          one eye an apparition of heaven
even if recalled only in sleep or drunkenness
even if only quasi-believable
there must remain access to somewhere other than here
there must remain access to somewhere other than here
          a window, pinpoint, humble prayer
          waiting on a bench
          before the wrists get thin
          waxed paper, bullet
          all the rage
          riot, riot, riot
          
that is fourth

          
          
          
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